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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 8:38 PM

Its been a dam long while ago since i last posted. Couldn't be bothered.

But for now, the need to blog is essential.

I am suffering from the no life disease. I don't know why, its just that i feel dam lonely in Singapore since i returned "permanently" to serve the motherfucking nation which wastes my motherfucking time.

Maybe its because when i left for Aussie at 13, i sort of drifted from my Singapore friends. Even the best friends have gone and made new groups of friends.

And now that i am back in Singapore, i am practically cut off from my Aussie friends and significantly lost contact with the Singaporeans.

Which in all, to cut a long story short, Justin Tan equals to a loner. :((

I miss everyone. working now does not help as it leaves me with time for nothing.

My colleagues are in a way different age group, talking about stocks and investments and red wine. Just out of my league yo.

Whatever happened to conversations of women and booze of the "you-tube" generation. Where did all the partying i had go?

Seems like no one cares anymore.

That's why i cant wait to visit down under. At least I've got a life there (I hope so). I've got not much here really. Parents and family only play a role in nagging me to work and asking me to read six editions of the newspaper, Business Times, Financial Times, The Economists and Forbes. Turning me into some entrepreneur maniac going through martyrdom and spurning thoughts that consists of no epistemic logic except overdosing myself with concentrated cyanide.

Here's a big fuck you Singapore. Screw you SAF. Thanks for the making lives miserable eh?

Perhaps its a transition like she said. I hope shes right, then its just me being unable to adapt. Thanks for being a listening ear. I'll promise to visit soon.