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Sunday, August 05, 2007 4:34 PM

So i havent blogged for awhile. Sort of got sick of it. Internet was down for awhile as well. July was good. the girlfriend, holidays, birthday celebrations and everything. I wanna say happy birthday to my sister which apparently has the same birthday as me. Its a little belated to blog about it due to the screwed up internet. O well, 13 years of having the same birthday with her, considering shes 4 years younger. But i hoped she enjoyed hers in Singapore because i did enjoy mine over here in Aussie. Holidays from the start till the ides of July was pretty enjoyable. Had friends over everyday and we chilled out, drink, played games, swim, basically stuff i dont get to really do in Aussie.

Had prom just 2 days ago. It was really nice. Everyone was dolled up, maked up. It seems like an extreme makeover competition. There was this gay who wore a full dress/bra/heels and all. Basically you could consider him as a girl. His figure was hour-glass shaped an i really admire his guts to do that. He took all the shit from people teasing him and all. Further more, he danced voluntarily on the danced floor and broke the ice of no one wanting to go and dance first. And god, that guy can shake man. lol. If only god made him a girl. HAHA.

And just today, i got dumped. Over a reason i would not say. Feeling really down about it. But i guess i have to get over it. Tears trickled when i reminisce of all the happy times with her. I miss her loads. She wouldnt give a second chance and i really dont know how to take it, because we see each other in classes and the school isnt that big to start with. All that chatting on the phone, the trips out to the beach chasing seagulls and catching starfish, the nights where we would party together, hang out together and just enjoy one anothers company, those afternoon lunches and going out, parading the streets, shopping and last of all the intimacy. Those comforting embraces which i always yearn for will never happen again i guess.

What a nice way to start August huh. For the first time i am having problems everywhere except the area of studies. O WOW. hurhur.

I still love you sarah yau.